The day my daughter left felt like I was falling apart, she was the only thing holding me together. Seeing her so excited to leave me made me increasingly devasted. I never felt so empty in my life, the house was so dull and lifeless like the person living in it. Sleep didn't come easy hence the reason why I'm tired all the time my days were numbered and still she didn't bother to call me. I became paranoid checking my phone every second for a missed call or even a good morning text, but still her name never happened to appear on the list. My cell phone provider would send texts, you know them annoying ones that tell you about them shit deals that no one actually wants, I would jump at the sound of my phone text sound but Oceana's name was non-existent. Maybe some may same I'm being obsessive, intruding and pathetic but I'm just tired, tired of trying to stay strong all the time. I raised this girl for 18 years and she can't even pick up any of my calls, don't even tell me that's not taking the piss, don't even tell me I'm being crazy, don't even tell me I'm being paranoid and don't even tell me that she's going to call eventually. I'm a warm tired woman and I'm done supporting everyone else but myself.
🔘monologue task help you to understand the play further?
The monologue task helped me to develop an understanding about the type of characters in the east end and why they behaved that way. My character was just one type of person and she was quite strong willed in my monologue I tried to address a sense of depression and struggle to show why she feels she has to be strong willed and how it will impact others. I made her go off topic every so often to show that she was a bit conflicted, I feel the task helped me with understanding the people within the east end rather than the east end itself.
🔘What monologue performed by a peer worked well and why? What had they written about?
I liked Taffie's monologue, she wrote about the business woman from Tale 2 . Www- you could really tell she spent time creating the piece and making it seem true to the character, also her piece flowed and I liked how she linked her piece to the text and wasn't afraid to take risks during it.
Developing Criteria
I think I achieved a P1 because I didn't perform Infront of my peers, however the task helped me create and explore my character for example the monologue task helped me to understand the 'why?' Questions I had. I did develop my research further but not to the best of my ability and I could of made it more detailed.
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